Waiting for Somebody.Waiting for someone to tell you noWaiting for someone to pull you closeHold You tightAnd promise to never let goNever leave your sideAnd swear you're all they need.Waiting for someone to stop youBut when it never comesAll you want to doIs what you threatenedAnd you wonder whyNobody ever takes you seriouslyWaiting for somebodyTo make you feel good enoughWorthwhileSomebody who can see throughAll of the hurtSomebody who seesThat you are youWilling to giveYour lifeJust so thatThey seeWhat a cruel worldHow terribleThings can be.
Nasty.What can I doTo shake things upTo make things roughTo make some drama?How nasty is itWanting nothingBut a changeSome dramaTied down, I used to sayBored, I used to call it.I could care less who I hurtIt's nasty.Who will reactHow I want them toHow can I play their heartsOh, but she's too easy a play.Scheme, or scream,I choose the prettierWatch out,I'm coming for you.Entertain meThis game we playI break your heartYou give me a battle to fightSmile through my tearsBecause nothing feels as goodAs the hurtI make you make me feel.Because then I feelAnd the world will watchYour heart's my stageWho's the victim?Pity me, love me,Who's the victim?All this isIs some drama.My petty little gamesOh, how they cure the soulI've been trying to warn you, forever,I don't have.How Nasty.
Forever and AlwaysYou're not a martyrLife's not a sinIt won't kill youTo let me in.I have loved youFrom the startI know it's crazy,Tell my heart.Broken and bruised,Beaten and abused,It's a tough thingThis living.But I love youWith all my heartThere's a way out,Out of the dark.So take my hand,Walk with me, love,I'm right hereForever and always.
How Do I Explain?How do I explainHow I forgotHow easy you areTo talk to?Oh yeah,Because when I try to,You make me so frustratedI don't even know what to do.How do I explainMy hatredFor what I've doneAnd how bright it burns?How do I explainAll of my expectationsFor howYou handle things?How do I explain,That all those nightsYou held me, kissed me, hurt me;Won't leave me alone?How do I explainThat honestlyMy happinessScares meMore than your anger?How do I explainYour furyYour depressionCan't be my faultWhen all of me couldn't fucking stop it.How do I explain,That your double-standardsAre horrendous?How do I explainAll these feelingsI can't evenIdentify?How do I explainThat IHATE THISWhatever the hell it isHow do I explainThat I don't answer youBecause I'm too afraidTo get my hopes upHow do I explainWhen I can barelyLook youIn the face?
Whole World Out ThereThere'sThere's a whole world out thereUp in the cloudsSpinning awayBut IOh I'm just laying hereI've shed but a single tearAnd it trailed downInto the seaThe seaOf cool grass and warm meBoth of us, our entity,One and the same.SomeSome will sayThat there's no shameIn feeling this wayBut hereHere I lay,In the green green grassAvoiding the empty house at the end of the roadBecause my home's silenceRings loud and clearAlone are all whom enter here.
Like We're Doing Something Wrong.Those days when nothing looks as right as your hand in mine our fingers intertwined lost in each others' eyesMakes me forget that to most of the world we're sinners not loversUntil I see the heads turned our way bringing hushed whispers like we're doing something wrongBut then you squeeze my hand and I flood with warmth take a deep breath and smile like only you can make me do.