no pressureI want unending attention and devotion.I want a barefoot chase through the fields.I want fresh cut flowers on the table every day.I want to take a picnic out to a lake and fish with the stars out.I want a window seat to read in.I want to go rampaging through a forest.I want a fireplace to make love in front of.I want to watch all 6 episodes of Star Wars- no stopping.I want a wall full of bookshelves.I want to be held as I cry every time I watch Dobby die.I want the aroma of what's in the oven to draw you nearer.I want to run through a thunderstorm, hand in hand.I want a black cat named SeverusOr a cute one named Pabu.I want a garden in the backyard.I want to dance the night away with you alone.I want a closet I could sleep in.I want to drag you through the Air and Space museum.I want a serenade on the tough days,A back rub on the preschoolers-were-rough days.I want entire conversations in Spanish.I want that sleek black Camero.I want a king-sized bed to not fall o
Rub Your Eyes, Darling Child.Another night of fighting off suicideUpstairs, all alone, she cries.Fighting for those reasons to stay aliveBut it's hard when no one can always be by your side.It seems easierTo take away the painThan to fightThrough the silence that reigns.She just needs to be heldSomeone needs to tell herTell her she needs to stay strongThat she's been strong all along.She knows this all.That she's loved,That you're all there,But the darkness..It tells her otherwise.The silence stares her in the faceDares her to make her moveTaunts her with her fears and insecuritiesRub your eyes, darling child.Run, run for light.Drown the silence in everyone else's voicesShe's held tight...Both of you cry...She says how she's scared of the nightThe dayThe futureThe pastHerselfEveryone elseHow she doubtsEverything she doesEvery secondOf everyday.She knows it hurts youHearing her sayShe's wanted it overFor so long.She knows it makes you feelNot good enoughThat you're hereAnd
Where Have You Been?I want to forgive youWith as long as you hugged meAs much as you told me you loved meBut I can't.What happened to that girlWith awkward poise and chubby faceThere's a woman in her placeI grew up.Where were you?I lie to myselfAbout how long it's been.I say a season or twoWinter from SpringBut honestly you've been goneWith him, and now a babe,For over a year.Your family, they say they want him,Not your man.Where have you been?
No, Never.You will never waste my time, no,You'll never be a disappointment, no,You'll never be a mistake, no,Because love is never a mistake, no,Nor a waste of time, no,Only how you show it, oh,Only how we make it, so,Never be afraid, no,Of me, and how I think, no,Never be afraid,So come closer, baby, oh,The lyrics wrap themselves around my mind, so,I thought I'd let you know,know,What we have to say, so,I write it here, oh,In hope that you'll know..When I go, oh,No,Never,You will never waste my time, no,You'll never be a disappointment, no,Never be a mistake, no,Though I've made a lot, so,Just letting you know, that no,Never.
You're My Savior.You're my saviorOnly you can remind meUnder all this pressureRunning isn't worth it, alone.Every day I fight to wait for you.Much as I try otherwiseYou hold me as I cry"She wouldn't know what to do without you," he told me.And all I want to do is fade awayVery seldom aren't these pressures too much for meI love you and though it's hard for meObviously I can't leave you aloneRightly so, you're my savior.